It's so humanly honest to try and give it all your all. I believe in that. I believe in doing everything you can for love and family. And I have a lot of fight in me, a massive ton of patience and courage for this long war. Love/family is, after all, the best that we have in this life--we, the lucky ones, we, the loved ones. What else is better than love and family?
What else is so heartbreaking? When you lose your love, your family, your friends--there is no devastation finer.
I am sitting here in love with my daughter. My little light. I keep all this shit together for her. I have some left for the lucky ones.